Holy shenanigans. Had the craziest weekend evaaaa. Went up to MA on Friday night with my cousin, his fiance, and my friend Mary to rageee.  Mary and I came up with a name for us.. 'M squared from Warwack' and every time we were on table, we had people chanting "M squared, M squared!!!" It was a good time. Rocked the glow stick headband and partied till 7am. You get the picture. Ended up sleeping on the couch with some cutie, and got woken up at 1130am. Ended up with negative sleep that night.. or should I say morning. I got home around 2ish and went to bed. Tried to sleep because my friend Kristin had a luau at her house later that night, but I only got in maybe a 20 min nap. 8pm comes around and the Coronas start coming. After a few games of pong we all went swimming. (Oh and the boy I met the night before, came down for the night =) ) Mind you the pool was heated and had balloons floating around, and we had a blow-up palm tree; it was sick. So make a long story short, it was another night of partying till the am.. went to bed at 5. Kristin, Mary and I all slept in Kristin's bed and her mom woke us up at 1030, we were sooo pissed. The four of us went out to breakfast and then went back to Kristin's just to relax and watch TV for a while. By 9pm Sunday night I was exhausted because I had just come from my little cousins bday party and only had 8hrs of sleep the entire weekend. It was the last weekend before Mary and Kristin move into school, so we had to go out with a big bang and it was totally worth it

So I got into a car accident yesterday afternoon around 4:30. I turned away for a split second, and the next thing I realized the car in front of me was stopped. I jammed up on my breaks and ended up hitting them. My airbags went off which caused my windshield to practically blow out, and my radiator got crushed so I had liquids pouring out of my car. It was so scary and the only thing on my mind was 'I can't believe this just happened, and how much this is going to cost.' After filling out my report and watching my car get taken away by a tow truck, I balled my eyes out when I got home. I hopped in the shower to get all the access glass and powder from the airbags off me and started to cry even more. Then I realized that in the end, all the mattered was that I'm ok. Yes my car is gone (which I loved dearly) and my insurance is going to go up, blah blah, but it could have been a lot worse. I am very lucky. All my friends and family were asking if I was ok and what happened and I told them but kinda nonchalantly because I did not want to make a huge deal out of it. It's in the past and I'm not hurt so who cares. Complaining about my car and dwelling over what happened just wasn't worth it for me. So I came to the conclusion that life is a beautiful thing. Although shit happens, you just have to move on with your life and thank God you're alive <3